Responsibility, Control, Power, Freedom and Flow

Responsibility & Control As I am maturing, the question has come up of “What am I really responsible for?”   In the years when I was a control freak, I took responsibility for everything.  I would not let my husband do anything because I could do it better (or so I thought).  I did not …

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My 2nd Toad Medicine Experience (May 2021)

For my entire life, and probably many lifetimes, I did not know how to feel.  I know I did not know how to feel because I finally felt.  To feel is to be.  I had the most profound experience of my life when I attended back-to-back shamanic ceremonies (one Saturday, May 9th and one Sunday, …

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The Healing Journey Begins

In March 2017, I attended a retreat that changed my life. Starting in 2007, when my oldest son was only seven months old, I came home from a trip visiting family in Minnesota and three days later I had gut wrenching pains and diarrhea.  The pain and frequent bowel movements just never went away. I …

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